Yes, he had gotten his revenge for my rejection. I was shattered but remained silent.
broken into sharp pieces; "shattered glass"; "your eyeglasses are smashed"; "the police came in through the splintered door"
ruined or disrupted; "our shattered dreams of peace and prosperity"; "a tattered remnant of its former strength"; "my torn and tattered past
If you say you are shattered, you mean you are extremely tired and have no energy left. He was shattered and too tired to concentrate on schoolwork. = exhausted
If you are shattered by something, you are extremely shocked and upset about it. It is desperately sad news and I am absolutely shattered to hear it. = devastated